if you have something to tell me – August 7

8.7

if you have something to tell me

do it now, or wait three weeks, she

says. bobbie shared his plans

to talk about things with his wife

after dropping their last for college.

 

don’t you dare, says my honey.

after we drop the boy there’ll be time

to grieve, adjust, mourn, whatever.

but no other agendas will need apply.

 

timing is all.

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chestnut mare – August 6

8.6

turning the corner I see a horse

nobbing its head against the end

of the fencing. the long neck rolls

and twists, stretching then upward

to flex the muscles while a subcutaneous

shimmer washes back down towards

its side.

 

ride cowboy ride. I grew up watching

men I thought were my heroes astride

such beautiful animals, and acting as if

they all were pals. the men were in real

life not quite as noble as they were made

nor the horses quite as well cared for, yet

there was a truth.

 

large deep eyes rise now to gaze at me,

an ear rises, then flicks, and a stare seems

to fix me before that great head turns to

walk slowly away towards a distant pasture.

I would have liked to run my fingers down that

long velvet face, till it nodded down into a sugar cube

in my hand. but I had none to offer, and only a yearning

left over from my youth.

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(with a nod for Roger McGuinn)

 

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the little man he balances – August 5

8.5

the little man he balances

on the end of a lever tall

held dear upon the other end

by a glinting silver ball

 

can I turn him any way I want

will his distance shift and stall

or will his balanced status fault

and send him to the fall

 

like adam in the garden

waiting for the orb

like morningstar’s dark

angel falling through the core

 

the little man he balances

and I stand by and wait

to see which way to follow,

the entrance or the gate.

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Ikea – August 4

8.4

the tattoos braided-hair hippie dressed

woman considers curtain rods and wicker

baskets with her broad-backed shaved head

punk rocker mate in the tee and shorts.

 

this is what will go well on that wall.

yeah looks good, yeah, that’s

the one, he replies.

 

the new young wife appraises what

will mark her first new home. the stuff

is different, you can see it in her eyes.

her mother eyes, for the first time.

 

husband wife partner dance, balance

swap, eye, choose. this is us, me, you.

that isn’t. yes dear. yeah that looks good.

 

we all get domesticated.

 

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sniggles – August 3

8.3

Rosie cat with a full morning bowl

meows fretfully at whomever comes

downstairs next until more, even

a sniggle, is added. It is not the food

but the humble obeisance, recognition,

acknowledgment, sacrament

of the care and feeding commitment.

 

I fly twelve hundred miles to visit

my son with several days at hand,

but the sniggle is all that will matter.

The first moments, Hello Daddy Hello

Michael, confirm, acknowledge, are

the sacrament, caring commitment,

love connection.

 

We do not need much in our lives

perhaps only moments, sniggles,

of connection, affirmation, promise,

but need them we do.

 

Take eat, embody the back together.

This is the real thing.

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airport days – August 2

 

8.2

airport days flying high

and away from family

calm and trusting that the

divine laws of physics work

yet again and man made

machines continue to hum.

 

we take our lives into hands

not our own so regularly

that notice is rare, trust

more part of our lives than

we admit.

 

turn turn turn that turbine

mill those thousandths of

thousandths of thousandths to

exquisite finitude. without question

I move forward on faith.

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besotted – August 1

8.1

she smiles from across

the room and my heart

flutters; besotted

years in the

imbibing.

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everyday patterns – July 31

7.31

dazzling sun striates

through trees, water

flowing over the dam

while we walk

 

when did we find out

that simple things make

the journey worthwhile

and full

 

adventures being avenues

only for appreciating the

wisdom of everyday

patterns.

 

I turn my head to look

again at what was there

yesterday and the day

before

 

to drink it in.

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four poster – July 30

7.30

four poster. tall, finialed

emblem of life and love

through our years.

 

we brought the children

forth upon you, told

stories, snuggled.

 

and now I smile when

I see you decked in

mismatched pillows

 

of our shared difference

and joys, two heads at

ease upon your breadth.

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Raleigh Sprite 27 – July 29

7.29

rubbed green beauty of steel

and wheels, gears and rubber,

british, upright, noble, elderly

solid friend of forty plus years.

 

we started out together almost,

riding parish routes on miles of

tree lined pavements through

five slippery gears.

 

we look quaint together now,

older both, I with a helmet I

never would have dreamed of

and a broader saddle of my own.

 

your tires so thin I barely dare

fill them to the pressure listed

in fear of burst, measure my

own laboring pumps.

 

bumps and scrapes mark us,

yet there is nobility and

strength, clean lines and the

grace of an earlier clearer time

that endures.

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