Tag Archives: anxiety

a writing day – January 8

1.8.2016 a writing day stuck to the chair   fingers on the keyboard unaware   of any time to be off   ideas floating constant ahead.   no rest until done   a writing day ended only   by son. … Continue reading

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performance fatigue – January 4

1.4.2016 one more prep to write and tout   one more plane to fly on out   one more talk to shout about.   performance fatigue. ============== a day at home without a step out to store work or office … Continue reading

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holiday fatigue – December 21

12.20.2015 holiday fatigue comes late in the game when days have suddenly LEAPT forward   an empty afternoon pushes buttons unfilled time hanging open uncomfortable.   busyness becoming business in defense. —————

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morning window – December 17

12.17.2015 (10.18) mists ghost across the morning field like a whisper   birds at the tube alternate their flitting in and away   softly softly they say to  my anxiety   we are a window to a calmer world. —————–

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crazy fatigue – October 19

10.19.2015 crazy fatigue anxious achings the touches of decision time   when will, how will, what about, never ever, never god….   crazy fatigue for the sake of relaxing for the sake of sabbath   oh my. ——————

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morning window – October 18

10.18.2015 mists ghost across the morning field like a whisper   birds at the tube alternate their flitting in and away   softly softly they say to  my anxiety   we are a window to a calmer world. —————–

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in the chair – August 18

8.19.2015 the glint of tools sonic buzz of drill dentist presence a trust moment. ———————–

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the dark drops on suddenly – August 17

8.17.2015 the dark drops on suddenly, rain fast behind, the taste of ozone metallic in our mouths.   we close the drapes to hunker down with books and a cuppa, weather central near to hand.   threat hangs pregnant.   … Continue reading

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holocaust -the bondage of death – April 17

4.15.2015 a long slick narrow bridge over waters filled with death   hate filled people gleeful in pot-shotting at random victims   a gauntlet of terror each movement only forward   unsure if the next moment will be the halted … Continue reading

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the deep end – February 6

2.6.2015 I was born into a world where fathers threw their sons into the deep end to teach them how to swim.   it is a terrible cruel world and I can’t always be there. you need to learn to … Continue reading

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