Tag Archives: anxiety

when pain comes to stay – August 25

Posted on August 25, 2014 by landl30

8.25.2014 when pain comes to stay the mind starts to play   does this mean done why me the one do I have time to run does this end the fun   answers will come. ——————

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MRI – August 4

Posted on August 5, 2014 by landl30

8.4.2014 rattle screeches, knocks pings, obstructed music panging against piano wire magnetically resonating endlessly.   silence and waiting. doctor doctor please tell me. no. don’t. look hard enough and you’ll find something.   what’s that. nothing. nothing. nothing.   happiest … Continue reading →

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family coming – June 22

Posted on June 23, 2014 by landl30

6.22.2014 family coming stress rising. when did we have to be so perfect for each other ——————-

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chirping neighbors – May 28

Posted on May 29, 2014 by landl30

5.28.2014 chirping neighbors fill the night with sound searching for mates food, friends, foes singing their song of existence.   we are here. we are here.     searching neighbors sing a song of worry scared, anxious, afraid, insecure   … Continue reading →

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road to the hospital – December 8

Posted on December 9, 2013 by landl30

12.8 the road to the hospital is a lonely one when the subject is yourself.   you need to do tests, you need to go there right now thank you.   so you let out the dog and make sure … Continue reading →

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airport rushings – October 26

Posted on October 27, 2013 by landl30

10.26 airport rushings, lines for lines. to stand and sit and spar as if it mattered when the seats are already named and no-one will get to journey’s end one step faster than another. ——————  

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the waiting room – October 17

Posted on October 18, 2013 by landl30

10.17 Reading, writing, magazine scanning, TV napping. The waiting room provides cookies and cappucino for passing the time until the service specialist nerd brings the bill or news that it was more complicated than first thought.   Is anyone waiting … Continue reading →

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doctor, doctor – October 7

Posted on October 8, 2013 by landl30

10.7 Waiting room snoozers, hand to mouth geezers we each deal with the wait according to our inner gait.   to calm, refrain, lean in, remain the spoken word or silent sprain. what’s your name sir? insurance frame whir.   … Continue reading →

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the little man he balances – August 5

Posted on August 6, 2013 by landl30

8.5 the little man he balances on the end of a lever tall held dear upon the other end by a glinting silver ball   can I turn him any way I want will his distance shift and stall or … Continue reading →

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pink hair grad party – June 8

Posted on June 8, 2013 by landl30

6.8 Pink hair. Black shimmy dress with waist holes slashed out. How can I be more obtrusive and say that I am more unique amongst the beautiful people? Being young is such a burden.   Maybe I shall take Zen … Continue reading →

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