9.15.2014

fears about faith

about God and life

and love and death

fantasies or connections

to the really real

beneath the world’s veneer

fears. that it

won’t be true.

that it is.

and will I have lived well.

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gratitude, unbelief

at how well it has

turned out.

life, love, nose

pressed against

windows, suddenly

inside

how did that happen.

Grace.

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