9.15.2014
fears about faith
about God and life
and love and death
fantasies or connections
to the really real
beneath the world’s veneer
fears. that it
won’t be true.
that it is.
and will I have lived well.
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gratitude, unbelief
at how well it has
turned out.
life, love, nose
pressed against
windows, suddenly
inside
how did that happen.
Grace.
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Lovely.