6.14.2018
I asked the root family
for forgiveness this morning,
the one’s that I dove deep
into, trailing every last noodle
to their safe places beneath
rocks and ripping them
out from probably years
of spreading. My back
went out shortly after
going back a third time,
as if my viciousness went
beyond reasonable for
the sake of having flowers
to grow and as if weeds
didn’t have any place in the
world at all in my plant
genocide.
Balance is what nature asks
not desolation. mutual respect
and room perhaps for all to
find a place,
I asked their forgiveness, and
release from any curse upon
me, the curse that used up my
back muscles in their overstraining.
it took conscious thought to not pluck out
the little sparse green flakes that
had re-emerged.
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