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6.19.2018
the old shoe tells its tale
worn, inside and out,
fabric solid and comfortable
a friend in need that has
molded to its wearer.
replacements compare,
but none quite so kind.
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6.19.2018
the old shoe tells its tale
worn, inside and out,
fabric solid and comfortable
a friend in need that has
molded to its wearer.
replacements compare,
but none quite so kind.
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6.20.2018
the irish quilt,
green and ruddy
gold pastiche,
pulls me in.
earth born, air
sent, solid weaving
of an ancient spell
sings to me
blesses us
above, above, our
marriage bed.
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6.14.2018
I asked the root family
for forgiveness this morning,
the one’s that I dove deep
into, trailing every last noodle
to their safe places beneath
rocks and ripping them
out from probably years
of spreading. My back
went out shortly after
going back a third time,
as if my viciousness went
beyond reasonable for
the sake of having flowers
to grow and as if weeds
didn’t have any place in the
world at all in my plant
genocide.
Balance is what nature asks
not desolation. mutual respect
and room perhaps for all to
find a place,
I asked their forgiveness, and
release from any curse upon
me, the curse that used up my
back muscles in their overstraining.
it took conscious thought to not pluck out
the little sparse green flakes that
had re-emerged.
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5.23.2018
kholrabi, romaine, romas
and peppers, zucchini and
cucumbers all for to
share.
for wonder and pleasure,
of course for some eating,
as much for the joy
of abundance that’s there
some things feel joyous
just so for their doing
some things say life
in their just being here
life for the watching
joy for the seeing
thanks for the gifting
of all that is here.
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4.28.2018
flat calm pond, mated
swans and canadian geese
paddling near one
another
bufflehead ducks dabbling
around the edges
and new muskrat
buildings rise
calm, calming, serene.
two new geese
soar in beautifully o’er
the tree surround
honking their inflow
and the scene explodes,
pair number one
bursting across,
flailing at the water
to scream the territorial
imperative.
OURS. you be gone.
you leave.
so much for eden.
we should have known
from the coyote scat
along the path.
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4.17.18
melting, melting, winter
melting except
that it’s a month too late
and the birds who snuck
north now cluster around
feeders like mother’s teats
lest the chill take them
down.
sun like august, ground for
february, dateline april
all unwound.
when we walked out to
get the car it slid out
from under us, feet
moving in all directions
from where we trod;
I watched a bird peck
at whatever it could find
on the porch, anything that
even made believe that it wasn’t
snow.
I think I’ll just wait
and see if sanity returns
before I do.
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3.30.2018
the words took a left turn
on me today, my brain
seeing them but not
registering.
what does that one mean
when do I take it,
pills, pills, the grouping
that grows
as one thing then
another goes twink
and we get another
scheduled.
lying there my mind
seizes up. which is
which; I can read
them
but not understand
the order that they
follow. these two
then those two
or was it those other
two, or this and that
combination, oh
my.
dear Lord, maybe this
is a foretaste of how
it might be when
when, when….
or soon, or now, or..
I’m not ready.
but then
we never are.
for all our lives
we must trust
le bonne Dieu.
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3.22.2018
Old cat Rosie
is missing the box
piddles on the floor
poops on the carpet.
Catzeimer’s, the vet
says, her skinnier
everyday body
letting go.
Honor thy father
and mother we’ve
been told, so that
our days may be long
So that we are not put down
or out when we too
have forgotten
where to aim.
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3.22.2018
the angels have come back
although they hadn’t
really gone
just out of my mind
until I needed to get
close, and the divine
felt so far away, and
then they were there.
accessible.
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3.19.18
squirrel footprints up the creek
the snow melting melting
away the witches
of winter.
soon baby Jesus and the Wises
will be risen up out of
their frozenness,
just in time
for Easter.
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