11.9.2016
blinding numb paroxysms
of disbelief, slow motion
car wreck still to happen
coming, coming down
a road all too obvious
and we chose it.
rage, loss of control
visit these things
upon us, fantasies
of payback, blind
nesses to impact
in the real world
ha sataan laughs
at the destruction
incipient, pulsing
our own hollow
anger to strip us
even more bare.
anguish.
who will save us
from this impulse
of despair.
come Lord Jesus
do not leave us in
these hard mercies
of our making.
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