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Tag Archives: frustration
day-after paroxysms – November 9
11.9.2016 blinding numb paroxysms of disbelief, slow motion car wreck still to happen coming, coming down a road all too obvious and we chose it. rage, loss of control visit these things upon us, fantasies of payback, blind … Continue reading
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Tagged anger, choices, consequences, deliverance, despair, election, frustration, hope, Jesus, loss, pain, Prayer, rage
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apple help – June 11
6.10.2016 watching the computer go black upgrade the message said doom the inner voice cries call the help man wait on the line holding forever try this, try that the laconic voice easy for … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, Apple, computers, fear, frustration, technology, upgrades
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come Lord Jesus – May 3
5.3.2016 so much scrambling day to day to night to day to fill, to foil, to find or forget I call to you for quiet, or rest, or something, anything to calm the panic hustle hassle of my soul. … Continue reading
an anger observed – February 17
2.17.2016 (9) my dad washed dishes bent over the sink banging away with tongue at side of his lip striking angrily. he was doing it for mom whose raw cracked hands bled as she tore at them and cried. … Continue reading
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Tagged anger, compassion, family, fathers and sons, frustration, hurt, isolation, rage
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slippery slope – February 16
2.16.2016 the day slips by as easy as not looking as hard as counting time. ————————–
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Tagged difficulty, frustration, missing, movement, pace, regret, time
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hyper drive – December 28
12.28.2015 they said snow would come you could hear them salivating tv weather teams in paroxysm I think we got an inch. —————
old faces – August 15
8.15.2015 old faces look out at distances they cannot fathom to times that disappear into what. there was always purpose, task now only days seemingly empty no apparent seeming except to breathe and weaken. is it disillusion or … Continue reading
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Tagged aging, bodies, boredom, effort, frustration, hospice, nursing care, soul work, souls, weakness
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waiting – June 9
6.9.2015 waiting on a son late at night waiting for a time to make the flight waiting, waiting. fatherhood’s plight. ————————–
Aline Alone – May 1
5.1.2015 [Aline Alone] I like my ironing board I like my washing machine a dead voice, blond curls close to her head in the basement room where she slammed the basket down catatonic stare, blank eyes wondering why she … Continue reading
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Tagged alienation, breakdown, fears, frustration, hopes, isolation, marriage, mother, pain, sister, wife
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blank possibilities – April 9
4.9.2015 blank page filled with unspoken words not yet condemned condensed into jottings open. possible. intuiting. maybes. until the page is un blanked into a specific good, bad, or other. then it’s gone. ——————–
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Tagged choice, commitment, decision, frustration, general, openness, poetry, possibilities, specific, writing
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