9.29.2014
the pile of books
grows larger, old
papers strewn
within, alongside
nestled possibilities
set aside for another
day that never comes.
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9.29.2014
the pile of books
grows larger, old
papers strewn
within, alongside
nestled possibilities
set aside for another
day that never comes.
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9.23.2014
the leaves backsides
have turned silver,
the air as clear as
any vibrant day
tree limbs scattering
where the wind last
blew and the dog
whimpers in his sleep.
Fall questions the ways
forward, like diamond
edges still not ready
for shining in the light.
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9.23.2014
the toy store window
held wonders
and I pressed my
nose against the
jewelry store pane
to watch skaters
swirl mechanically
across glass ices
a child’s wonder is
beautiful and simple,
joy lifting at the corners
involuntarily, sparkle
rising ex nihilo
winter’s breath came
clearer then, not frozen
but crisp, like a gift
from the dark heaven.
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9.22.2014
Mercedes anxiety
too much, too rich
too decadent, too
costly
even at a bargain
what will people
think
how will I deal
with how nice
it feels to
own one.
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9.15.2014
fears about faith
about God and life
and love and death
fantasies or connections
to the really real
beneath the world’s veneer
fears. that it
won’t be true.
that it is.
and will I have lived well.
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gratitude, unbelief
at how well it has
turned out.
life, love, nose
pressed against
windows, suddenly
inside
how did that happen.
Grace.
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9.16.2014
my mind is so vacant.
the sign of a full day
living instead of
uttering.
9.11.14
manic energy surrounds
us on the way out the
door
a trip to sell books, to
share stories to be
support
all the reasons we
started what we
do
all the hopes of years
for each other now
astride
the horse of a new
book, riderless
words
out on their own.
Film Review – Calvary
9.8.2014
old movies bang bang
shoot ‘em up
without the gory details
or beheadings
as if knowing that such
are not good
for eyes to see and minds
to bear.
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to revel in violence
is to dance
with the devil.
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9.6.2014
MAINT REQD
MAINT REQD
my car dash blinks at
me
right after my visit to
rehab
five thousand mile
overhaul
for us both.
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