when trees fall- June 11

6.11

when trees fall

is there screaming

 

when grass dies

is there moaning

 

or are we the only

ones to complain

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Wasioja Seminary ruins – June 10

6.10

Limestone walls hanging from the soil

eighty souls went off to fight for eyes

to see the glory of the Lord, and only

twenty came home. The town died.

 

Boys we are entered in a great battle

for the soul of our union. God has

given you and I the strength of

arms to enter into this fray. Follow

me, stand with me, step over

the line of these hills, and we

shall stand and fall together

as men of God’s soil. For mine

eyes have seen the glory.

 

The trampled vintage of wrathful

grapes returned. With limbs and

lives and sinews torn, from the wounds

of that terrible swift sword. And the truth

of all those boys, torn from the heart

of their hopes, tore the town down.

 

The limestone walls rise now from that

broken soil, dentaled, hollowed, unseeing

yet possessed of the blood beneath their soil.

The hearts that stepped forward

in the love for their leader cry out

the loss of their youth and the pain

of those who survived.

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the longer I’m here – June 9

6.9

I ran into an old friend today

eyes declining, hair sparse

we talked and reminisced

about times that felt like

yesterday

 

and then compared notes

about ailments and meds

steps taken and not,

creaks and misses of

yearning

 

friends and acquaintances

gone, steps taken in vain,

hellos and maybes and

yet to be’s that never

happened.

 

the longer I’m here

the shorter I’m aware it is.

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pink hair grad party – June 8

6.8

Pink hair. Black shimmy dress with

waist holes slashed out. How can

I be more obtrusive and say that I

am more unique amongst the

beautiful people? Being young

is such a burden.

 

Maybe I shall take Zen Buddhist

flower arranging as my major next

year while my parents pay the

beautiful bills. Yes that will show

the world. Or maybe my boyfriend.

No matter, what matters is that they

all notice me. ME.

 

Lonely.

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gardening – June 6

6.6

have dominion over the earth

plant it, till, cultivate, collaborate

with God in it, with whatever

is present.

 

enclose a bit of ground, form

flowers, greens, stones, into

patterns of pleasure, connect

to the magic.

 

enjoy the play,

like the One who made it.

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I prayed today – June 5

6.5

I prayed today to be let

loose, to find direction, to

lift my life

 

except standing at the stove

spatula in hand, grease about,

I realized

 

that I am doing much better

than most, a sign

perhaps

 

to shut up and enjoy and

appreciate

whatever is next,

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check check – June 4

6.4

Vespa battery, checked.

Water repair, check.

Bank, mail, bills,

check, check, check.

 

It feels so good

to do the lists and

quiet the beastie,

check, check, check.

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leaving the light on – June 3

6.3

Crickets chirp in sorrow

night falling like a plan

how do I know the morrow

will come to me again.

 

Each night a little passing

each sunset one still more

and yet I set to laughing

at life’s forgotten shore.

 

How will I face the final

is not a question now

I plan to leave the light on

as long as heav’n allows.

 

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my garden exists – June 2

6.2

my garden exists for the moment

I am working it, beyond which

it belongs to itself. roots wriggle,

dropped in seeds sprout or decay,

all without me.

 

what comes next is not really mine

to claim then, I played my part

when I was digging and dressing,

hoeing and watering, a partner with

the soil. it is enough.

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lines around eyes – June 1

6.1

lines around eyes gather,

pucker, send messages

of age

 

while the belly grows

as if on its own with

no restraint

 

until we shrug them off

and live.

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