Aloha,
Off for a week, catch you when we return.
LWF
Aloha,
Off for a week, catch you when we return.
LWF
4.13
A young hand rises up out of the pond
like Elsinore of the lake, reaching from
a depth, dripping towards sky
coming to a new, different, life.
Green gold leaves nestled back behind and above,
the hand is poised, longish fingers, thin with
tendons, the fresh dew waters dripping off the tips,
as a fine rivulet separates itself
back into the depth from which it is rising.
The hand is my son, coming up out of childhood,
strong, fine, elongated, pushing out
past the enveloping waters that once were his birth
now timing for a new atmosphere, air, difference.
He is not drowning, but changing. From water bound to air.
The hand turns, raises an index, cups, lets itself feel
into the new environment. What it will be like when he
fully emerges. Second birth indeed.
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4.13
Insert tab A in slot B. I put
together a filing cabinet today.
Do not use power tools, they
may damage the wood. Follow
the fifteen pictured pages. Place
screw couplings 8 into side H.
It is ever so much more pleasant
than taking apart the kitchen drawers
which come with no diagram. Just
tear out a piece of your heart and
throw it away. Do not use reminiscing
it may damage the moment.
Complications dissolve when you follow
the plan. It all works out to the builded thing
in the picture. Discard excess packing materials
in a secure container. Emptying the cupboards
has no plan. Find a box, and put it in a fox. If
it snaps, shut it off.
I shall move more things tomorrow. Do not
lift with your back, bend the knees.
I shall ask for help. Remember your age
you are not as young as you once were.
Directions. Plans. The contractor has them.
It would be nice if life was clearer.
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4.12
A shorty tonight
time being too damned tight,
except for my son
he’s the only one…
4.11
I saw Orion’s Belt tonite and then the Dipper,
clear and aiming, reminding me of when,
as a young scout and not knowing, I first stared
lostly into that crisp black crystal-spotted sky
that leapt into my heart.
I was young in the ways of the world, looking
for guidance of others who might know.
A father’s hand seemed so distant then,
that in the cold clear night I wanted
desperately to see and understand the
soul stories written high.
The Boss shared with me his reaching
up and out through them. The sky
was dark and lovely and full, and I nodded
as if I understood and said thank you. A heart
open enough to know a gift was being offered.
I saw Orion’s belt again tonite. I said thank you.
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4.10
Old wood, small room
intimate conversation
in hushed space.
The hollandaise was supposed
to have been on the side. Shall we
send it back.
How thoughtful and restrained,
tasteful. So that difficult things
might be talked about, with nary
a nod.
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4.9
Bad dog. The baleful head, already lowering, turns
a sideways eye up to my accusation,
and then ever so softly and gently,
lets the missing half of my salmon
‘n cheese sandwich
drop to the floor.
It must have been the cheese
Even unwrap a block from the fridge,
and he turns the corner in a mute ask.
We all have our weakness. And bad company.
Those pups from up the hill who munched
my pasta and parmesan off the back porch
one day. They’ve led him astray.
It’s that way with us all. Honest, part of the
family. But oh, that one thing… the apple
in the garden for each of us… and we fall.
It’s why my wife said that I had to forgive
him. He wouldn’t be able to stand the exile
from our pack. From the garden of our home.
So I pat him on the way out the door where he
has exiled himself in quiet on cold slate
since the remand. And I fluff his hair, chuck
under his chin, and rough the uplooking head,
to let him know that he is still in grace.
Still in the garden, our pack, the family.
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4.8
Walking the other way on a traditional
trail today, the dog seemed confused. Kept
stopping, sniffing, looking, turning back.
It is a pond loop, but he is used to the other
way round, as if his sense memories
had a direction built in.
Going around the ancient Celtic well,
walking the path clockwise round,
to invoke the blessing way. Turning
the path reverse to unwind the good
and warp the ribbon of spirit to dark
purpose.
Does he know something that we
have forgotten.
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4.6
so here we are living on the west
slope of the world’s most active
volcano which is overdue for
another eruption
and North Korea wants to shoot
at us. What is wrong with this
picture of paradise? someone is
always a spoilsport….
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4.5
A stand up meal on the road
so good
a bit of leaven for the load
not wood.
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